oh, i don’t think zarkon was ashamed of lotor or honerva at all…
i think he loved them unconditionally. like look what he did to save honerva? look, this is after he “saves” honerva and they’ve both mostly lost their minds but he still loves her, and he’s still desperate to save their child. look at honerva’s face. what this tells me is that they forgot each other and lotor slowly. it’s an agonizing thought, to be honest.